Various things I like about you

You know that I'm into you, S.M.F. For your information, there are many things that I like about you and let's just check that out.

1. You are very good looking. I told you that you have the face of Edika Yusof and blessed with Fahrin Ahmad's features. What an interesting resemblances hrmm..

2. You have a solid sense in fashion. I just love the way you mixed & matched both clothes and accesories and make statements with what you wear..MOST of the time without fail..

3. You have a very cute; boyish-like smile that melts me everytime too. Who knows that you're 32..hrmm..When you smile, your cheek bones were pushed up thus making your eyes 'smaller' (sepet).. cute

4. I love the way you laugh. You laugh as heartily as you can and that makes me feel like laughing too.. I love the fact that you laughed on my jokes.. that makes me feel appreciated and loved..thanks to you..

5. I love the fact that you are twice as nuts as I am. I like your jokes, S.M.F. You'e good at it. Here,Take my compliment. I'm sincere.. Do you remember the time when I asked you 'Awal ni keturunan Syed Al- apa?  You replied 'Al-Bab'. LOL. Here goes another one 'Awak asal mana?' You replied 'Taiping. Kalau awak concerntrate dlm kelas sejarah, awak mesti igt yg katsitu lah stesen pertama keretapi dibina..' Hahaha.  ;-P

6. I love it during our communication when you tried to involve me in as many interactions and issues as you can. I love it when you asked for my personal views and stands. Thanks.. I like it so much..

The list goes on and on, S.M.F.  Basically, I like the way I love you, and I guess that sums everything up.

Dear friends..

Dear Friends,
I miss you so much.
When I'm alone, I remember everything we did together.
From the littlest things to the most complicated ones.
There are moments when I wish time machines are really exist.
So that i could repeat what we experienced before.
When I watched the famous sitcom F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
I miss all of you again.
When I look at our pictures together.
I miss you all even more.
When I looked at the sky at night
I wish upon the stars.
That the One above us will keep you safe from harm.
Wherever I go, I know.
That all of you will always be my friends.

Words left unspoken

There are times, when I feel like saying something..
But I just couldn't.
I don't know.
It feels like, it is hard to blurt at least a word out.
There are times, when I'm afraid..
That I'll only bore you by listening to me.
I don't know.
But how I wish you're not.
There are times, when I'm dying to say 'Please Like Me!' as much as I like you
But I know, feelings can't be force.
I have no choice..but to keep quiet again.

Family..

What is family to all of you? to me, family is a bunch of people that you're biologically related to..and that sounds so so so so literal. to be truthful, up until now, i don't have or can find any specific word or term that can define what family is. family is the unit that ties love together..family is the single unit that would say 'yes' to you when the rest of the world say no..family will always say 'you're doing good..' even though you are in the worst condition ever..they will simply say 'that's ok..just don't do it anymore' even though that's the 100th time that you repeat the same silly mistake.. and it is still family who often tell this to you 'you don't have to ask for my forgiveness and blessing, it is always with you'.. so is there any equivalent word to describe them? people always say that they will repay all the good things that the family did to them..but to me we you say 'repay' you dont do them any justice. 'pay' means something to do with money but however their love and patience are unconditional. it's like you owe them and when you 'repay' them with certain amount that you think sufficient, you would stop and satisfy. to me it isn't that way. to me, instead of repaying what they have done, i believe that we should prolong and continue the good things. so that, it will not end at that point and it wil be finely preserved. trust me, it will not only make them happy and proud, but as well helps to strengthen the bond that you have withe them.

Family is the one who gives unconditional love. It is a contract of a lifetime between biologically connected people, where the only consideration they agreed upon is LOVE.   ~Shahrysham Kamran~

Family is a group of human being comprises of female(s) n male(s) biologically bonded, intelectually challenging n emotionally mystifying.

The true sense of the word family is "LOVE"...               ~Nazariah Nasir~

Galau

dalam riang tawa..ada resah duka..
dalam resah duka..ada harap sinar..
ada apa dengan ini ya?
kadangkala rasa dada seakan mahu pecah..sebak mendongkol dalam hati...
apa sebabnya?
aku terus mencari...sehingga benar pasti...
tetapi kenapa harus gagal lagi??
patutkah terus keberlari??? atau aku harus berdiam diri???
orang berkata.. sampai kapan pun tak mungkin kutemui apa di cari...
aku tak mahu begini..
namun haruskah kuturut galau di hati???

Andai semalam datang lagi..

Andai semalam datang lagi
ingin aku ulangi semula
zaman riang kanak-kanak
penuh ceria dan gelak tawa

Andai semalam datang lagi
ingin aku lalui semula
rasa diminati dan meminati
saat manis bergelar remaja

Andai semalam datang lagi
pasti aku nikmati semula
cinta pertama yang indah
serasa dunia aku yang punya

Namun semalam tak mungkin datang lagi
hadir esok itu pasti
berbahagialah dengan kini
moga semalam terpahat sebagai memori

The unsuccessful story of a loud girl..

People may get me wrong. False accusations n predictions are very common in my life. I am not the smiling type, so that i'm snob and scary. Unfair. I am loud in voicing things, and that makes me a not so co-operative lass. What else? There are many. People may say anything they want, and may irresponsibly quote me and hate me for being who i am..I acceded and couldn't be bother with that. I have many things to do in a lifetime. I have my own goals to be fulfill. I dont need people to understand nor love me, but instead i would like everyone to know that I come in peace and wish no harm for anybody.

Tribute to best friend 1: Nurul Shahirah Ishak..

~It was 9 years ago when I befriended her~ Bibir sering mengumam bait ayat seperti di atas. 9 tahun dulu, seorang gadis comel yang cukup malu kukenali melalui seminar PMR anjuran MARA, well, di Medan Mara. Hurmm, diri yang bosan kerana dipaksa mama kesana, terpanggil utk meyapa. 'hai' sapaan dijawab bersama lirikan mata dan muka yang tersipu2 malu. Hehehe, aww sho shweett. Tahanla borak walaupun sepatah ditanya, sepatah yg dijawab. Haiii sabarlah hati. Akhirnya ada jugak something in common antara kitorg. Wallahwehhh, dia pun amik kelas literature extra lepas seminar. Huhuhuhu, bestnya adala aku kawan..Takdela bagai katak di bawah tempurung, sorang2 je. Kelas berjalan lancar mengikut tentatif yg dicdangkan yakni selama 2 minggu. Dari hari ke sehari, si gadis comel dan pemalu, mula bertukar watak. Dia mula sengih dan ketawa saat aku lawak bodohku kupentaskan; ala2 gelanggang raja lawak (wahh tahniah Man menang pertandingan tu..walaupun tak follow..hehe). Dia dah bagi no fon, supaya senang nak sms, 'naik train pukul brapa?  jumpa kat chan sow lin yeeeer '  kaedahnya. Hari ke sehari, hubungan maki developed..dgn jayanya. Pegi tea, bfast,lunch, tea lgi dan lagi bersama. Pe'elnya tamak dan rambang mata pilih makanan. Last2 kepingganku disedekahkan.. Burppppp.. hehe.. Org tamak selalu rugi... mak kite tau yg cakap (xde motif ckp camni). Hehehe.. Nama si manis ni, Syira. Sepnjang persahabatan ni terjalin, kami selalu kena marah, sebab suka gayut. Bil melambung2 haha tak pasal2 mama serik nak sign up dengan Telekom (kini TM yer..) guna prepaid, topap dulu mana ada rm10, rm5 apetah lagi, jadi tengah bulan telefon memang masukk ayerr la kaedahnya. Hahaha..tapi tetapppp ye kawan baik dan berhubung. Haha. hantar surat pon selalu.. taklah surat.. besday kad, greeting kad..semuanya anta. Ohhh so sweet eh syira.. Kau selalu dengar aku mengadu, u're such a good listener. I love it so much when you talked to me gently... sejuk je hati aku. Yela in this friendship, aku yg keras, selalu hangen. Ko yg selalu 'cool' kan aku balik. Aku tahu kita masing2 dihambat kesibukan yg amat sgt..kau dengan final year  project dan aku yg berjuang ke titisan darah terakhir (cehhh hiperbola ..haha) untuk first sem master aku ni; jarang dapat berhubung. Tapi apa pun aku setuju bila kau cakap 'alaa, bestfren may not talk 24-7, but we remember each other..all the time' touching.rindu kau, babe!! girl friendship rawk!

p/s:tell u what, aku cuti sem lama gila, jom shopping eh? MISS U!!! SYG KO. XOXOXO

Semua kerana cinta..

Semuanya kerana cinta akan ilmu pengetahuan,
Peluang kerja dan membina karier kutangguhkan demi melanjutkan pengajian..

Semuanya kerana cinta dan kasih akan keluarga,
Kesenangan menghuni di kampus dilupakan demi untuk melaksanakan tanggungjawab dan amanah di rumah.

Semuanya kerana cinta akan Ampang,
Bangi hanya dihinggap pada dihujung minggu, kesibukan dan kesesakan Ampang tetap di hati ;-P

Semuanya kerana cinta akan seseorang,
Signifikan kepada cinta akan Ampang.. anda berada di Ampang..meninggalkan tempat ini adalah persis meninggalkan anda.. ;-)

Semuanya kerana cinta pada Tuhan seluruh alam,
Kesemua hal di atas akan terus kucintai.. Moga beroleh rahmat dan cintaMu dalam melakukan semua perkara yang kucintai..

lauk ayam sambal..

 

SEDAP OKEYY!!

 MELETOP!!

LAPAR!

MAK AIHH! MEMANG LAPA!

NICE..NICE..NICE..

Kecur air liur ok tengok gambar. Sebenarnya, memanglah disengajakan untuk entri ini berkisar tentang 'mekanan'. Hehe.. Sedikit penerangan secara general tentang ayam sambal ini. Lauk 'favourite' terutamanya di kenduri kendara. Kadangkala boleh kita dengar 'sosek-sosek' tetamu yang mengatakan bahawa kelazatan hidangan kenduri sedikit sebanyak dipengaruhi oleh rasa dan kualiti lauk ayam sambal yg dihidangkan.

    Well, itu bukanlah point yang utama. Hal yang sebenarnya ialah saya sedang kelaparan. HEHE.. Menu ini memang wajib dalam keluarga. Seminggu adelah sekali dua kan masak lauk ni. Sebab utama lauk ni menjadi 'feveret' kitorg ialah sambalnya yg 'very rich in aroma and taste; dimakan bersama nasik putih yg panas, letak ulam timun sehiris dua, kicap sikit,,,waaa marveleso!!! verryy the finger lickin' greatt!! tak kisah lah nak makan masa lunch ke .. , dinner ke .. , sahur mahupun berbuka ke .., ayam sambal tetap releven. 

    Cakap pasal ayam sambal, teringat pada wan (nenek) saya. Beliaulah merupakan pioneer yang mula mempromosikan lauk ayam sambal dalam famlily besar kami. Ayam yang ada digoreng separuh masak, sebelum di'sambal'kan. Kata Wan, kalau ayam mentah, lambat nak masak, dan juga tak best laa..

    Sedari zaman kecil2 lagi kami dah didedahkan untuk makan (sentiasa besar..jarang makan sikit..hehe) nasi dengan lauk ni. Dulu kecik2 duduk dengan Aki dan Wan, tengok tivi org makan nasik lemak..sibuklah kitorg nak.. Memang mengada, padahal Wan dah masak ayam sambal. Terpaksalah Aki bawak kitorg round naik motor, sementelah Wan bungkus nasi dan lauk yang ada dalam surat khabar..konon2 nasik lemak lah tu..

Tu belum lagi masa masuk sekolah, hari-hari bawak bekal wan masak..lauk feveret semua tu lah..

     Rinduuu kat Wan. Rindu masa Wan sihat.. Rindu Wan masak sedap2 utk kitorang semua.. Walaupun boleh beli lauk ni..tetap tak sama macam Wan masak kan.. Rindu semuanya... Sekarang saya dah boleh masak sendiri ayam sambal..Wan cakap 'baguslah awak dah boleh masak lauk tu..adik2 and cousin2 kan suka..' senyummm ;-D ..terima kasih wan..i love you.. Dan kadang bila masak and Mama rasa, nampak Mama diam sekejap..dupdapdupdap.. lepastu Mama komen 'Sambal lain kali bagi garing lagi..barulah lagi sedap..' Ok Mama.. 

Biarpun beribu kalori lauk ni..walaupun orang akan cakap, jogging wei lepas makan nasik lauk tu..ayam sambal tetap cukup sentimental pada saya.  

Mood: Lapar 

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Anda cuai!

  Ye saya memang.. 

You're clumsy!

   Err..bukan sama je ke dgn yg atas??

Ini adalah merupakan blog saya yang telah keberibu kalinya setelah yg lain-lain mengalami masalah-masalah seperti tak ingat password, tak ingat username dan sebagainya. Segalanya berpunca dari kecuaian sendiri, tak pernah scribble pulak dimana-mana kertas yang 'berdekatan'. 

Bersempena dengan tahun baru yang baru sahaja membuka tirainya, adalah menjadi satu azam untuk terus update blog yang terbaru ini. Harap-haraplah. Dapat blog ini terus bernyawa. Harapan yang lain berkenaan blog adalah supaya dapatlah entri-entri yang dihasilkan dapat menarik perhatian semua. Amin..

Ambitious ke?? 

   Tak sangat kan.. =D